Tuesday, April 30, 2013

The Pit

BREAKING DOWN THE FILM | The Sports Hero
I walk through the fourth door, unaware of where to go next. I seem to be upside-down, but I do not recall ever turning around. Things seem like a blur, and I'm launched, by an invisible force, towards a large tree. I clutch onto the tree, hoping I won't miss...otherwise I plummet to my death. Luckily, as I approach the massive tree, something stops me. I am hovering in mid-air, and unable to move. I have no recollection of what is happening, then I fall. Down, farther and farther, I fall. Into the sorrow and the pain. I fall into the pit, of no return. At the bottom there's nothing, but you can see the light at the top. Even though the light shines bright, it's incredibly dark down beneath. I stare at the light for fear I would go blind, as I heard once as a child you could lose your sight by staring into darkness to long.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Getting Together

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Making friends is an odd thing, mainly when you already have the amount of friends to support your needs. Sometimes I question what I did was right, after I commit the action. It's odd..and very curious. I should probably know better, but I just don't. I should no better to give all of my time to my greater friends, the ones that care, instead of dividing all of the attention among the friends that don't care, and are only friends to be friends. Because then the people that care, just won't care anymore. And I am tired of losing friends that actually do care. Friends that know how I talk, know me so well they can guess what I'm thinking at an given moment. It's the friends I just mentioned that I should give my time to. Not the fake ones. But who knows, maybe they don't actually care, and the friends I thought weren't friends, are the people who will help me when I need it.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

New Life Style, More Anxiety.

Anxiety symptoms and treatment
When you start a new life style, everything begins to blur and mix together. Old things become new things, new things become old things. Only where you want life to lead you marks what becomes used, and what you throw away. Mental disorders, and plain old habits alike make things harder to fight for, and sometimes easier to avoid. It's if you really want to be the person you're aiming to be, which decides whether or not you're going to be that person. It's especially hard to recognize what lifestyle you're meant for, and which one you just want to have. A lot of the times the one you're striving for are the ones you can never have.  

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Best Book I've Ever Read.

The best book I've ever read is probably The 5th book in the Harry Potter series. I liked it because, it captivated me in a magical world I didn't want to leave. It's characters were fantastic and different from each other, it's plot was like something I'd never before read. I stayed up hours every night trying to figure out what happened next. It made me feel like I was in the Harry Potter world. Sometimes I'd even read the book until I passed out, and dream of it.
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